radom thoughts
sleepingbag
hourglass
What I hate most about my self is my inability to control my emotion. I hate emotion is doesnít make since. I know something shouldnít make me sad but it does. Gosh itís irritating. The worst thing is that it make other feel bad when Iím blatantly sad. They might think they did some thing wrong but they didnít do anything wrong. Itís late I have to go bye

why can't I make a cool subject name?
sleepingbag
hourglass
Hello, yeah, I went Snowboarding again with Phil Russ and Jessica, it was funner then the last time I went I made it to the intermediate hill. And I did it perfectly on my last run like I got off the ski lift good then I went down the hill with out a falling then I stopped perfectly. Yep I was super happy with my self. Then I went looking for Jessica and Russ for like a half an hour or more all wasted time cause they showed up at the bottom of the intermediate hill in the end so I could have be boarding that whole timeÖ itís sad. Well anyway besides that and some thing else I had a good time. That night Russ and I went to Jessicaís house to bring in the new year, that was fun they have a lot of food at her house, we made sugar cookies. Yep then Russ left and like every one in the house fell asleep but Jessica and I her mom fell asleep trying to find something to watch and she fell a sleep on the Cartoon network, so Jessica and I watched Dragon ball Z heck yeah Pikalow is my Hero! But I canít relay on him according to Gocoo who switch sides when fighting the man with no pants on. Pickalow is hot cause heís vanes like fly out of him when he screams. Itís ok that heís green with antennas, and that he seems to be and over grown grasshopper. As you can see from what I just wrote it was really late when we were watching it and we were finding stuff very funny when it really wasnít. Yep, umÖ Iím going over to Jessicaís house tonight. With Russ and Phil hopefully. I hate how I have so much home work this break, 2 reports and 2 assignments. Yeah, that stinks but life will go on it has a funny way of always doing thatÖ yeah what else to sayÖ Phil is coming over tomorrow that should be fun I know it will be fun. Iíve been sleeping in way too late recently. Itís a waste of a day, Sleep is a waste of life. Heck we should get rid of sleeping, and washing our selves, too much time taken away from important things in life, well sleep is a way of getting away from it allÖ um how about cut it down to like 2 hours of sleep a night? good plan. You know what else needs to be gotten rid of annoying song. Yep. Ok Iím rambling pointlessly because I feel tired, I hope I wake up by tonight, Iím sure I will, ok well I should do my homework now, bye!

yestaurday was soooo much Fun!!
sleepingbag
hourglass
Hi every one before I forget Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! Ok so like I just tried to call Phil but he's at his Aunts house... with his dad I think... cause his mom said they're at his aunts house... yeah with his dad at his aunt's house I'm pretty sure. gosh that stinks, oh well he can't help it. Just wish I could talk to the coolest Boyfriend in the whole world guess that's not going to happen tonight or maybe not even tomorrow, oh man well anyway. Yesterday was a Ton of Fun ok so like I wake up and I can chill for a little then Phil calls, which makes me super happy and he tells me that he can come over! I'm super very happy at this point. anyway, so at 1:35 I jump in the shower later then I wanted cause I started talking to Kristin onlineÖ My fire alarms are going off:-/Ö so I get in the shower, and then I here the phone ring at 2:20 and I know itís Phil calling to say he can come over right now. So I hurry up my showering, then I get out of the shower and call, no one is homeÖ no I hang up then get dressed then call again Phil picks ups and heís coming over, I get really really happy, then suddenly Jessica calls! I talk to her then tell her that I really must go Phil is going to be here any secoÖ ding dong!..nd then I had to brush my teeth and blow dry my hair well Phil is waiting then I get down stairs and my dad tells me I have to go put socks on. So I go to thatÖ anywayÖ so me and Phil chill up stairs for a little while. Then we go down stairs and play a game of Pool, he won cause heís better then me. So then he talk for a little and I get the Idea that I should give him his card now so he doesnít have to read the long thing well weíre opening gifts. So he reads it and he likes it, that makes me even more happy then we chill some more in my freezing cold basement, but then we start a wonderful game of atari, and things heat up really fast. Heís the best Atari player ever! I canít get enough. He does every thing right. Iím soo lucky. Well anyway Kristin calls and we have to sadly stop the fabulous game. The IPP desides to go out to eat dinner. Well we do all the calling and get ever thing set up. Then Phil and I chill some more until itís time to go. Well then we leave and go to the restuart and itís a ton of fun. Yep, then we go back to my house and open gifts, and all mine are sooo cool, I got Lights, a robot named Darren, socks and a huge teddy bear named Phil from Phil. Heís way too nice to me. I love him soo much!! Oh and he gave me a turtle dove. Well then Kristin desided to turninto a Ditch and leave so then it was down to Jessica, Russ, Phil and I. Well we each got books so we when and sat downand started to read them people got really tired. Russ Fell asleep and then Jessica. Well me and Phil were still awake and we were chilling and talking. We made a tent of out of the blacket I was using well we chilled some more staying warm cause my basement is soo cold. Then we played a small game of Atari. That we fun alittle hard under the blacket.. but it was good, of corse it was good I was playing with the worlds greatest Atari player. Well then Jessica wooke up and the three of us talked that was fun. Then it was like 10:50! They had to be home by 11:00 we woke up russ then they all left. Phil told me to call him today. And then thatís the end see it was a ton and a half of fun. Yep really wish I could talk to Phil itís odd how fast you can miss a person that you love itís been 22 hours since Iíve seen or talked to himÖyeah well my sister needs to get on, so I geuss I have to goÖ bye!

a quick whine
sleepingbag
hourglass
read his does his look like like 8th grade reading level to you? that's was microsoft word sad...
In the depths of the African Safari, stands locked a Herculean elephant on the edge of a watering hole. Its strong reflection in the ripping water hole makes the statuesque beast appear even more superior. All there is to be observed in the peach sky is a couple of fleeting birds that have been started from their tabernacle. The safariís temperature plunges down from the former sweltering inferno, as the sun hastily sets over a distant tree. The yonder family of antelope quest for a place to repose safely from the damnify that might consume their young that night. All of the preponderance of the land is reflected in the mirror like water that has sustained life through time. At this time, it looks like the world is the watering hole. A near by tree is all that disrupts the wispy patterns of clouds in the peach welkin. All that is living is ebony compared to the illumination of the magnificent sky.

well that's about it I'm super behind in going to bed so I really must go bye!

Happy story time
sleepingbag
hourglass
Ok so I wrote a eassy for English I think it's an OK eassy so I'm putting on this, it's a story not really an eassy well any way hope you like it:

It wasnít supposed to end this way. I was just a kid, Only 16 hanging out with my friends and having a good time driving down the road joking and blasting the music as much as our ears could handle. We were driving people home after a night of fun at a friendís house. I didnít see it, apparently John didnít either, he was the driver. There had been a Car that had been swerving a little up ahead, nothing to me concerned about probably just was looking at the radio and grew a little careless that was all. As the Car got near John noticed that car was doing more then what could be called normal swerving. He slowed the car a little, just to be safe. Well, that was enough to wake me from the distant thoughts of the nice guy at the party. I watched the car as it interred our lane. John slammed on the breaks the Car got closer not noticing that there were headlights shining him in the face. For a brief moment, I thought hey thatís Austin he sits next to me in Chemistry. Oh God Heís going to hit us! My world fell down around me.
I was laying in the grass with my best friend next to me the sun was warm and shining down on our young faces. My mom called us into the house for some lemonade. We drank happily thinking about power ranges and the sandbox where we were constructing the newest addition to the Bird House Hotel. Good Friendship something that is so special in life. I blinded my eyes My best friend was different now, we were talking on the phone about what I had done today, I was telling her how I really liked this guy that sat next to me In pottery class. As I moved my mouth suddenly it stopped and I was kissing the guy I had liked so much he was my boyfriend now. We haled each other and I realized I loved him. I loved all my friends that were close to me but this was different. Suddenly my world changed again. I was in pain but not something that was against my will. I was in pain because I was race as hard as I could. Rain was flying into my eyes dirt caked my legs but all that didnít matter right then. John Glennís number one runner was running along side me. I kicked in some energy like my Coach had always thought me to, break the other runnerís will to beat you. She made a groan and feel back. I was so proud I had beaten her. I finished the race 7th place, varsity. I crossed the finish line again, this time it was sunny and cool I had gotten my first cross-country metal. My Cousin would be so happy for me he was there with his team cheering for me, and I got a metal.
Suddenly all the bliss ended. I was crying I had done something wrong. Then I was happy and proud I had done something right for once. This went on for a while I decided if I were a good person or a bad person what had I done in life to hurt or to help? In the end, I came to a decision a decision for only myself and God to know.
The car Slammed into us Head on. I hear the screech of the metal tarring through metal. I screamed as did all my friends my wonderful friends who were here with me in this moment I hope theyíll be ok. The glass Shattered in my face. I felt bits of it fly into my face. The pain was nothing compared to the fear. Everything went black coldness rushed over me. I awoke in the hospital. I was about to scream again but there was an air tube in my mouth. I blinked again the light was so bright. I then remember what had put me here I almost cried. My parents looked up. ďKim?Ē My mom said grabbing on to my hand. I blinked. A nurse came in and took the air thing from my mouth. As soon as it came out, I asked what had happen to my friends. John had been hit badly He was dead for a short time but they were able to revive him through Shock. Erin was unconscious for a time but when she got to the hospital, she was treated for whiplash and a broken arm. Ron had been knocked unconscious and had a skull fracture and stitches. No one had died. I was happy for a short time. I then asked what had happen to me. The told me I had a broken leg, bruised rip cage from the air bag, and stitches from the shattered glass. I wonít be able to run this season in track. Then I remembered, ďWhat about Austin?Ē I asked. ďHeís not with us any moreĒ my Mother answered. I wondered what had he thought about before he died. He was supposed to end that way. He was only a kid, only 16.

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